Tonight is really bad. Normally I don’t cry about missing Jayson, I don’t really cry at all. But tonight, I realize I miss his arms always around me, holding me so tight that I wake up because I can’t move in the middle of the night, but I lay awake thinking I’d rather stay up all night than move and wake him up. I miss how he twitches his legs when he sleeps. Normal things people take advantage of, maybe because you two are fighting, or you just forget how much he means to you and how cute every little thing really is. Well I hope this makes you not take things for granted. Being an Army wife is something I knew came with a price, but who would think the thing I would miss the most is how he sleeps. He’s such an angel

Tonight is really bad. Normally I don’t cry about missing Jayson, I don’t really cry at all. But tonight, I realize I miss his arms always around me, holding me so tight that I wake up because I can’t move in the middle of the night, but I lay awake thinking I’d rather stay up all night than move and wake him up. I miss how he twitches his legs when he sleeps. Normal things people take advantage of, maybe because you two are fighting, or you just forget how much he means to you and how cute every little thing really is. Well I hope this makes you not take things for granted. Being an Army wife is something I knew came with a price, but who would think the thing I would miss the most is how he sleeps. He’s such an angel